Nuts about NIVEA!
Oh my gosh!
Over there, the bus!
Nat Ho and Nivea,
Let’s drive past!
Now it’s much clearer!
Whoa! Face so smooth!
I must get Nivea,
That’s the truth!
Links:
Stronger.
I’ve finally become stronger. I’ve learn to control my emotions, and not do foolish stuff when I’m stressed.
I’ve experienced people bitching about me. The funny thing is, I’ve always regarded you as a friend. The incident we you went through with me is such a teeny weeny thing. You say that I’m weak-hearted, but in fact, you are the one being weak-hearted. You can’t even control your acidic tongue, and just bitch about me to almost everyone in class.
Oh please, the thing happened last year. I thought that you would be smart enough to forget about it. Besides, I did not even offend you. You were the one who offended me. I did not even bitch about you to everyone in class, just only my close friends.
And when she told you what I said, you just said that you wanted me to hear everything. Do you know that when I heard what you said, I almost broke down and cried.
But I was strong enough to control my emotions. I feel so proud of myself. To be emotionally strong.
I must really thank you for being such a good friend. You’ve really helped me.
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TEHILLIM
20 June 2008
PLMGSS, PL Agape Concert Hall
7.30pm
We will have a special performance by the boys from Saint Gabriels and Saint Joseph’s Institution. (And maybe ACSI).
We’ll be playing songs from movie soundtracks, pop and rock, classical pieces, and some of your favourite oldies! 
See you there!
Random.
Oh my gosh! When I wanted to find for an option if I could change my font to Verdana, I realised that WordPress actually allows you to change the colour of your words!
Yes, I know. Lame post. But I’ve been using WordPress for months! And only now, I’ve found this feature!
Good thing I found it. Or else it will never ever be found! For those WordPress users, I will not tell you where to find this. Go find it yourself. 
So, to make reading ultra fun, I shall add colours to my posts! It will not look boring anymore! ;D Woohoo!
[edited] Yes, I’ve changed my template. Now, it’s Verdana man! Oh, and this template is exactly the same as Joanne Peh’s. Her blog is: http://ajollyaffair.wordpress.com.
Verdana rocks! And this heading thingy rocks too. I should use more of these. Haha.
Thank God!
Oh my gosh! I’m ecstatic!
I just received my A Math, Lit and SS papers today. I can’t believe I managed to pass my A Math. Unbelievable.
Though I passed by only 4 marks, it was really a miracle. When the monitress gave the A Math paper to me, I was like closing my eyes, not having the guts to flip that piece of white paper.
Then I was like, “Did I receive the correct paper? Did Miss Wong mark correctly? There must be a mistake!”
I wanted to pinch myself!
Okay, now for the Lit and SS. Gosh, I should really buck up on my answering skills man. I just passed by 1/2 marks for Lit, and passed on the dot for SS.
STUPID.
Maybe I should start reading the notes from sparknotes.com.
It really helps for your Literature! Well, maybe for me, it really helps when you are studying the To Kill a Mockingbird. 
Someone please slap me on the head and tell me to buck up!
Results.
Just got back my Physics paper and saw my E Math marks. One word. Horrible.
I just scraped through my E Math and Physics. Now, I have to face that A Math paper, which I know I’m going to fail.
Aaaahhhh! Just thinking about it, my heart beats really fast.
I don’t want to retain. I have to get into ACJC man!
Chameleons, changing colours.
All of us are chameleons. Outside, people see us as kind-hearted or wicked.
As for me, people see me as soft-hearted on the outside. However, they do not know that when I’m at home, I can just blurt out horrible words which I don’t think before what I say, and it always leads to a really heated argument or a fight.
My parents think that I really enjoy it a lot, but they do not know that I always wish for it to stop, but I’m always the one making the argument/fight worse.
Today’s argument with my brother was really… offending. We were cursing each other to go to hell and everything. Oh my gosh, I can’t believe I said that. By the way, I was the one who started with that.
People say that Christians are hypocrites. And I believe that this is true, but I’m not sure for the other religions. We pretend to understand what the pastor says during sermon, and try to act all nice in church. But outside, when we leave the church, and when we step into our world, we get all bitchy and everything.
Today’s Mothers’ Day. And every year, I always fail to say “I love you” to my Mum and make a card. I think that making a card doesn’t help, as in the end, it will be thrown away.
Every year, during Mother’s day, unfortunately, I would always fight with my Mum. And I don’t know why. It always happens.
And to tell you the truth, I really hate it. I know I’m the one who always starts it, but sometimes, I really don’t mean to start the argument. You know that I’m really sensitive.
I really hope that this does not happen next time. Ever again. I want to live in a happy and peaceful family, and to create it. I want to change for the better.
Oh yes, Jing Han. I know you won’t read this entry, but, I’m sorry for tearing your Math WS. Sorry.
My little prayer to You.
Ugh, okay, the banner is so screwed.
But I like it, it looks so pretty, cos I did it. Lol, but I really wasted 15 minutes on it. Now my blog looks really personal and so cool. It’s as if this blog’s my only sanctuary, where I can feel at home and express all my feelings over here.
Nest week, I’m going to receive my test results. Oh gosh, I’m so scared! I’m so scared to receive my A Math, Literature, ai yah, in fact, everything.
I’ve brought this upon myself. It’s all my fault. All the promises I made, was not even done. My dreams and ambitions are like a few centimetres away from the dustbin. One wrong move, and my whole life is gone.
I really need to start studying and really stop using the computer. Really. I really don’t have self-control and discipline.
God, I know that I’m not really close to you. But this time, I really need your help. Dear God, I want to pray that You will give me the patience and discipline to study hard, as I do not want to regret for life. Amen.
Short prayer, I know. But these are the only things that I just need now. Patience and discipline. Is it so hard to get it? No, in fact, all you need is lot’s of self-control. Just the word “self-control”. Does it sound all so easy?
I don’t trust you anymore.
You said I was your best friend. But I guess now, we aren’t best friends anymore. You’ve got yours and I got mine.
Can you remember when we were in Sec 1 and we would eat together with N and I before Guitar? Yeah, those were the good times, when all of us were so innocent, all so tooty.
I remembered the first time going to your birthday party during Sec 1. I think that that is the best birthday party ever. Where C2 people were really close to C1 people.
It was all good, until you changed last year. You said that I was being weird and uncool. But the fact is, you’ve been influenced by your classmates, and acting cool, not naturally cool. It was during that time where you don’t think before what you say and sometimes call me vulgarities, when I did nothing wrong. You said I was being too serious, but in actual fact, insulting a person whom you do not know might actually make you get beaten up by him or her.
I remember during the March holidays, I did that NYAA badminton thingo with that bitch. You said that I’m always being too paranoid and conscious, when I actually know what is happening, and you don’t.
And this year, that bitch is like bitching a lot of stuff about me to you. You said that you will not talk to her ever again, and that you will dao her for insulting your friend, ME. I felt really touched when you said that. But today, what I saw made me feel really disappointed, frustrated. That CCA skit, you know that I won’t want to take part, but it’s a usual thing for you to ask me.
And now, you’re with that bitch again. UGH.
Sorry, I can’t elaborate any further. I’m not in the mood. Sorry for the grammatical mistakes. And sorry for using the word “bitch”. Cos she really is. I only use these kind of words appropriately.
Post exam.
Finally. Exams are over. WHOOOOOOPEEEEEEEEE!
Oh my gosh, today’s A Math paper was super tough. Okay, maybe not tough for the rest, because they understand Modulus Functions, while I don’t. I was kinda annoyed yesterday, because I acutally rushed to do my A Math TYS questions that my tutor gave me, and I actually wanted to clear my doubts yesterday.
But apparently, she said she just got dismissed from school, so I allowed her to come at 4pm instead of 3pm. And then, at 4pm, she messaged me and asked if she could come at 5. And I agreed. (Of course what, anything to clear my doubts.)
And guess what. She said that she could not make it. I was kinda fustrated, but cooled off when she wished me good luck for my A Math. Shows that she has conscience. Haha. I’m so scared for the next lesson, she’s gonna ask me about the paper. Oh my gosh, she’s going to be super angry.
Sigh, exams are over, and I don’t even feel happy about it. Guess I don’t deserve the break. After all the last minute studying. And thinking about the depressing marks I’m gonna get for my E Math.
OH YEAH. Talking about E Math, Miss Kok said that we did really badly for our E Math common test. “Wah, so many casualties”. That’s what she said.
Miss Kok, I’ve always wanted to say this to you. But if I were to do that, you would probably eat me up. Yes, literally, she’s HUGE. (Okay, this isn’t meant to be an insult. Ever heard of the word “satirical”?)
Miss Kok, I know that you all want us to do well for our Math paper. But, the way you mark our work is way too strict. And I think that you should be more flexible and lenient when you mark, because for us students, every mark counts.
Okay, to fill you in, she gave us a zero even though we got the correct answer. The reason why? BECAUSE WE DID NOT WRITE OUR STATEMENTS. AND WE ARE SUPPOSED TO LABEL, FOR EG.:
HIRE PURCHASE FOR ABC STORE= BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH instead of
ABC STORE= BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.
Hello? The question already stated “hire purchase”! Do we have to waste 5 seconds and write the phrase “hire purchase”? Oh gosh, Miss Kok, you really don’t understand us. You should quickly get married soon, because teachers who are mothers are really understanding because they are mothers too. (Okay, out of point). But the main point is, can you please go through the papers again? At least give us just a few more marks?
OH WAIT. MAYBE THIS POST IS NOTHING. WHAT IF I SCORED THE HIGHEST IN MY CLASS? NEED SOME MORE MARKS FOR WHAT? Oh yeah, we don’t even know the highest marks yet, but I predict that it isn’t too good.
AARGH. I don’t want to talk about common tests now. Just like my previous entry, why cry over spilt milk. After exams does not mean party time for me, at least for now. It means study time. I gotta get everything right and master them!
OH SHIT.
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